Dear Family and Friends,
Disclaimer: this particular post is for those who don't mind reading about graphic medical details.
First, the good news. Tom's mobility has been/is improving, particularly in both of his arms. The
right arm, especially, was a real mess; it was simply hanging out of it's shoulder socket, with the right hand ending in a virtually immobile claw. This is no longer the case. Tom is moving around, can sit up, and is able to take care of himself
far more extensively. This was not the case prior to a week after radiation was completed. He is also maintaining good color, and has normal vital signs every time the hospice nurse visits. Finally, Tom is no longer using Prilosec, AND he
has slept through the night for the last two nights, without any need to go to the bathroom. All of this is incredibly encouraging. So let's take stock and give praise for these very positive developments.
Now for the positively puzzling
situation regarding Tom's digestive tract.
Tom has been on pH water of 9.5, Essentia brand, but has been eating very little food. Reason: there has been excessive vomiting, nausea, tremors, and hence, no appetite for anything. Even
the water was causing nausea and vomiting. The radiation oncologist insists that radiation was not responsible for this problem (although it was listed in their general brochures as possible side effect), because she said the low dosage, and location
of the radiation, would not cause nausea and vomiting. Thus, we had to look at other factors.
After having read that nausea, vomiting, and tremors could be the result of excessive alkalinity in the blood (alkalosis), we ceased using Essentia water
(temporarily, at least) in order to see if Tom's symptoms would improve with filtered tap water and distilled water. The rationale behind this was that alkalized water is incredibly cleansing, but paradoxically not very hydrating. In other words,
there needed to be a balance between cleaning (alkalized water) and flushing (plain water). Tom appears to be doing a bit better, particularly with the tremors, which have lessened considerably after his second day of filtered tap water. However,
I will state that the alkalized water was bringing up some very frightening-looking material, including an alarming degree of phlegm (and I do mean "alarming") that was ejected from the lungs. This discharge has not recurred, so let's hope whatever was
in the lungs got out.
So now what? The problem is that excessive alkalinity is ALSO caused by excessive vomiting, which creates a vicious cycle. Thus, it's hard to tell what is really causing all of this vomiting. Changing the water
back to a normal pH is the only thing over which we had any control. Hopefully, this will help, but we're not sure yet.
In the meantime, our hospice nurse is positively stumped (as am I!) regarding the vomiting. His vital signs are normal,
he is on an anti-nausea medication (Zofran, which isn't stopping the nausea), he is not bloated, his abdomen is not distended, he has good sounds on all four quarters of the abdominal cavity, he can pass gass, and his vomiting either comes with or without
a nausea warning. We have a gastroenterology consult appointment on Wednesday, May 6th with our regular hospital... and the hospice nurse heartily concurred that we need the appointment, largely because there is a possibility that tubes are blocked.
Since there is absolutely NO esophageal, stomach, or colon cancer, it would certainly be reasonable to assume that the problem lies in the center (where the liver, pancreas, and gall bladder come together).
Again, the diagnosis of biliary duct
cancer was ultimately an educated guess on the part of the doctors, and was not genuinely confirmed beyond the shadow of a doubt. This is why UCSF (not our regular hospital, but one where I have registered Tom as a new patient) was wondering why an esophageal
retrograde cholangiopancreatogram hadn't been done as a confirmation for this diagnosis. This particular test gives a direct image of the bile ducts, and the test was never done by our hospital. If this test IS done, it could shed some light on
why Tom cannot keep down water. As for the doctors claiming that the test was "too invasive," there is a much less invasive test that tells the same information, which is called magnetic resonance cholangiopancreatography. It's like an MRI specifically
for the biliary duct. I'll certainly be asking about this alternative on the day of the consult. Meanwhile, I want Tom to have a good quality of life, even if they claim that he is terminal. In the absence of all other intestinal issues,
there is no reason for him to be vomiting all the time, if there is something that they can do to help him. If this hospital won't do it, then we are off to UCSF.
So where are we in need of prayer? Mostly, with regard to hope. Please
tell Tom not to give up hope, despite these complications. Relatively speaking, he is in much better shape than a lot of people who have beaten cancer. While this has been a very difficult month and a half, God has also shown us how incredibly
giving and wonderful people can be. Personally, I feel inspired by all of you... inspired to keep going, and inspired to be a better person. Please help Tom feel your love and inspiration, and let him know that there is always hope!
Love,
The Canterberrys